noone really knows how i feel

to have to let go,

but you know hes still out there.

i miss him lots.

i've been searching for you day after day,

i went through the trouble to send an email to SCPA.

i hope you're with them.

then you'll jump back into my arms.

it's funny how i've gotten used to your meow,

that now i find it irritating that there's no more meow around me.

it's funny how i miss you,

so much so im hallucinating.